So after my phone conversation tonight, I felt the strong need to blog.This will be short and sweet..it may make sense and it may not...who knows!
Tonight I learned that you cannot make someone admit to something to make you feel better or to ease your mind about a situation. I believe that the only one that can heal your worry, doubt and anxiety is the Lord. Pray about it.
I don't like to be in the business of convincing anyone to believe anything that I say. If you come to me and ask me about a situation and I explain that it wasn't me and then you come back to me again basically asking me to admit it for your benefit or just to even want to talk about it. You probably won't get the same reaction from me that you got the first time. Because by then, I'm over it. I've lost interest in it and I'll basically let you talk about whatever it is you want to talk about and I won't say a word...if you do get something out of me...it's probably going to come off rude or insensitive. But when I'm over something...I'm completely over it.
I find it sad that ONE person can turn someone's life completely upside down. I find it even more sad that, that one person can make someone walk away from their family and their friends. That's when it's time to think about that persons value in your life...are they really worth it?
At this point...I'm not even sure what to think about it. What kind of worries me is that I don't care. Yikes! But really I don't. When I've emotionally moved on...I've moved on. Please don't think this about my dating life, because it isn't. This is about my family life...sad..yes...I know. *hanging head in shame*
It's easier to point the finger than it is to look in the mirror.
Be EASY!
Not thinking so complicated
Samica
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